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More Spiritual Poetry from the Book:

Why fear this moment
when no thoughts come
at last I lie naked
in the arms of experience

why fear this moment
when no words come
at last I find rest
in the lap of silence

why fear this moment
when love finds itself alone
at last I am embraced
by infinity itself

why fear this moment
when judgment falls away
at last my defenses
fail to keep intimacy at bay

why fear this moment
when hope is lost
at last my foolish dreams
are surrendered to perfection

I was reading the blogs this morning and I read alot about peoples personal struggles and joys as they work and play along the Rainbow Road. That is great, that is human, that is real. Of course we all want to be good, kind people, independent of the society that is doing so much damage...But everyone is at a different point in this process and I feel there needs to be as much patience with another person as one has with a child...As we are all children really... growing, learning, loving...I th… Continue

Wow, I am finding it is a process to release my children...to let go of my materrnal role and stand back and let them learn from their own successes and mistakes...I didn't realize that I had been "holding " on so tight for so long that I would need a crow bar... LOL...

One of the things I have realized is I feel like I am suffocating when I I try to sleep inside, so I sleep in my van for now...The kids didn't really want to join me so they found a nice place by themselves, for the first time.… Continue

Today is Halloween and I think I just GOT to go out for awhile tonight. How can I resist a full moon nite where everyones alter ego surfaces. I contemplate my alter ego....actually I think I have a walk in closet of those....ok so which alterr ego would like to come out tonight...and can I afford him or her or it... Shit I should have planned this out weeks ago...Oh well...I probably couldn't handle the committment with myself anyway...I am horrible at keeping dates, so I probably wouldn't show… Continue